I was able to see (almost) all my closest friends around the holiday for once. I gave lovely things and received lovely things. Sure, I wish Santa would have slipped me a ticket to Brand New in AC for NYE or a Bamboozle pass, but hey, a girl’s got dreams and has gotta work for something.
very nice christmas, hope all of yours were even more lovely.
“I’m scared that I will undoubtedly fuck up anything that is good in my life. I’ll fuck it up partly because I am never satisfied and nothing is ever good enough for me. And partly, or rather: I’m never satisfied because I am so scared of getting fucked and not having control over getting fucked, that I would rather fuck it up myself. I’d rather ruin something myself, than take the chance of losing control of it.”—Gabe Saporta (via laughterthroughtears)